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박지은 Park Ji Eun, Niki
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Music and Singing is my life (:

enjoy my daily rantings

nobody knows

♥

Cassie.
Singing Freak
Loves music and reading.
Plays the piano.
Attached to JYH.
Cant live without her mp4.
Uses com for at least 6 hours a day.
Loves TVXQ.
Loves U-know Yoonho.
Loves Fahrenheit.
Loves Backstreet Boys.
Fangirl everyday.
Drinks fresh milk every morning.
Thinks of going
Korea, Japan, Prague.
Dream of being a SM artiste.

free your mind

♥

Plurk.com

crazy love

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My TVXQ Blog <3s
My Blogshop <3s

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thanks to

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Designer:M E

you're my melody

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Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Sunday, November 8, 2009

11:47 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!!! (:

well well, yellow ribbonperformance was cancelled.

if not i wont be stuck at home now.

but good thing is more time for me to do my work.

hectic week ahead.

might not be updating my blog anytime soon.

~more than the air i breathe~

Thursday, November 5, 2009

5:24 PM

long gone are those days.

alot of thinking is cramping my brain now.

i hate to admit but, i'm lost in my own direction.

~more than the air i breathe~

Sunday, November 1, 2009

11:45 PM

i am nice so accompany van back to sch *and yes on a sunday*

to help her weigh ingredients for her fyp.

ok lah actually is i dont want to stay at home :X

lunched. movied. they shopped but i didnt :X moola is kind of limited.

i think love happens is nice, though might be a little draggy but nice.

love happens when you least expected or least crave for it?

thanks girls for accompanying me (:

thanks love for understanding (:

dear jeans blue ribbon wedges size 37, please wait for me k!

and van say her touch 3 times de bag sold liao so she got another one.

and yea i love my new bag too. cheap cheap.

first time revealing? not really haha. you should be more observant!

those who know, well please do me a favour and keep mum about him!

LOL. xD

proceeding to 1st week of nov, 3rd week of sch.

for first 2 weeks i keep saying fuck my life.

from now on i shall be appreciative, smile and pretend everything is fine.

smile even though everything is sucky like shit. but smile.

and i am working tmr. dont wanna give a damn anymore.

for now i shall think more for myself.

one man show mah, like what van said.

i shall be a selfish unreasonable selfcentred person.

because at the end of the day, i dont want to torture myself and lose out.

i wont bother about being nice eve though yes i will still smile.

i wont bother about how ppl view me anymore. i dont care.

you want to be angry, pissed or whatever, it doesnt matter to me.

because im going to learn to think MUCH more for myself

and not doing cleaning up butts work for other people.

i shall take this chance to utilize my natural ability as humans to be selfish.

~more than the air i breathe~

Thursday, October 29, 2009

9:32 PM

i only do the craziest, most unglam things with them (:

was bored while waiting time to past yest

so we took pics using the cam on ah van's laptop.

omg. actually got like about 200 but i filter to only about 70.

its really OHMYTIAN. hahaha~

~more than the air i breathe~

12:27 AM

CHEERS TO JAE.CHUN.SU!!!

visual shock. lover boy. duck butt. xD

lawsuits fine. at least for the moment. say yay yay yay.

i miss all of them luh ):

as a whole, as an individual. no matter what still miss like hell.

homin (:

actually just want to post one homin pic.

end up so many nice ones O_O haha.

okay. i admit i just want to see yunnie's hotbod.

and i just realise how much they resembles each other.

leader-shii and maknae overload hotness (:

whooo fierce fierce whoo~~

credits: astagged.

~more than the air i breathe~

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

11:26 PM

okay. super belated post.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENTONG! (:

so met up with this girl last week to have dinner and treat her icecream.

zomg. i wonder how i got face step out of house last time lol.

dined at novena sq2 Seoul Yummy.

then went to opposte united sq eat Udders icecream cause she want luh.

seoul yummy was quite worth for money

but i think udders soso only. i still love my venezia icecream :D

and because i'm lazy to explain, you can just look at the pics~

last friday.

went to watch Piano Ensemble concert with van and sk.

joyce pangseh us and went to eat buffet instead. tsk.

concert was.. CMI?

if its not for my shakeleguncle and accompanying my friend i also wont go.

if you are putting that you want to play an jing on the program booklet

then play it =_=

if you wanna change song last minute,

at least have the basic courtesy for the audience and explain to us.

AND have a proper introduction to the song going to be played

and explain that its not the song on the program.

so some ppl just fucking change to playing Haru Haru

without saying there's a change in the program

and without having the basic respect for the original artistes of the song

by saying the song is by who.

i even have 100% confidence i play better than you ~

and i dont fucking give a damn if any PE member happen to read this.

just to tell you,

Haru Haru is by a korean male group call BIG BANG.

you are fucking lucky you didnt happen to play TVXQ songs. very lucky.

just because i love this song.

but i prefer the original slower version played by my shakelehuncle (:

~more than the air i breathe~

Sunday, October 25, 2009

11:24 PM

i NEED :

(DAMN. why is everything dying or releasing at the same time?!)

- Heading to the Ground OST

- Pinky sweets

- New mouse *current one is irritating the hell out of me*

- Canmake eyeliner

- Revlon compact

- Bodyshop cheek powder

- Black NF shorts *can put on hold first*

* Sports ber

- Follow me UV scrub

- New Slippers??

- Nylon magazine?? *still deciding*

- who wants to be nice and buy the $137 Uknow necklace for me? :D

- Sundown Fest Tic

- Send money to Rinny by mid Nov for Bigeast member and TSC special photobk

(woah this one more urgent. diedie :X)

baby had a hair cut and dyed it!

might not be able to meet on tues cause got tut presentation on wed ):

ok so i lied.

lazy to blog luh so will post pics soon in next few days.

tired.

plus its only 1st week of sem im already stressed shitless.

i dont even have time to wach my TSC dvd :X

i know. i saw. i feel. and i'm not going to laugh in your face.

because i've been there, done that.

just want to tell you, its ok to feel that way.

but what matters is how you wake from it and learn to walk on.

i am here and you know it

though sometimes the way i express my concerns might be different.

so smileee (:

~more than the air i breathe~

9:48 PM

ring ding dong ring ding dong ring diggi ding diggi ding ding ding~

we wanna go rock a rock a rock a rock a rock a rock~

so fantastic fantastic fantastic fantastic elastic elastic elastic elastic~

okay. this whole phrase keep getting stuck in my head.

whoooo im back to fangirling SHINee after their "Noona, You are so pretty" days.

was not that into amigo and juliet *though i bought amigo album lol*

but omona! i tell you their latest song Ring Ding Dong is SUPER ADDICTIVE.

andandand i am guilty of stalking dear maknae Taemin recently.

mianhe Onew oppa lol xD

i can only all Onew and Jonghyun OPPA omg.

Taemin Key and Minho are all younger than me O-O

and Tae is only like, 16?!?! *korean age 17*

*slaps self. gosh. a noona cow eating young dongsaeng grass*

SHINee: Ring Ding Dong MV

SHINee: SBS Inkigayo Comeback Stage 18102009

~more than the air i breathe~

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

12:04 AM

if i walked, would you run?

if i stopped, would you come?

if i say you're the one, would you believe me?

~more than the air i breathe~

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

11:23 PM

sometimes, when i didnt go and be bothered, it doesnt mean i dont care.

because i knew it would end up with me bawling my eyes out.

that goes the same for the recent Mirotic shanghai concert.

well still since pics of them are everywhere, is inevitable.

and the sight of them with red eyes and crybaby chun

with even jae crying and min and yunnie choking,

well, there there, im a walking water fall.

having knowing them since 4 years ago,

there are things i choose to absorb and not to. and because knowing its been years,

i believe in them, so much more than i believe in myself.

its not just about chasing handsome guys.

to many out there, they are just some passing idols.

but to me, they are very very much morethan handsome or idols.

i hate ppl using boybands or idols to describe them.

sometimes when i didnt say out how much i miss them,

it doesnt mean i really dont care about them anymore.

when you truly crave for something that is so unreachable deep in your heart,

you will tend to rather keep it in with a smile.

i believe the last thing they want is to see us cry for them everyday.

i love them and forever will.

and yes, forever is a very huge and unexisting descriptive word.

but because of them, i believe in forever

and i am strong enough to hold to my word that they will be forever,

at least to me.

even if i get to live to 100 and old and dying,

i will sit on my rocking chair, holding a yellow worned out photo of them

and singing to their songs till i am on my last breath with a smile on my face (:

that's how much they mean to me.

cause they are my everything.

dec 26 is coming. it will be their 6th year already (:

MY TOHOSHINKI 4th JAPAN LIVE TOUR " THE SECRET CODE" DVD

CAME ON SUNDAY!!! yay yay yay. shall watch on coming sat (:

"Colors" poster which i won from the dongbangstuffs contest also came tgt (:

AND OMG JEONG YOON HO YOU THIS BAD BAD BOY *i shld call him man xD*

ULTIMATE SPASM AT HOT EVISU HO

AND HE FRIGGIN' CUT HIS HAIR FOR HTTG! WHOO!

hothot.

but he got kiss scene with go ara :X

ok its just work. just work.

im going to spam yunnie pics this weeken cause its really alot xP

so might post about shinee and mblaq first before weekend comes~

~more than the air i breathe~

9:30 PM

first things first,

to that "you dunno me". seriously how lame is that name? =_=

if you got the fucking guts just say who you are.

and thanks ppl for helping me and sorry for not tagging back cause been lazy hehs.

and to that "i dunno you", thanks but mind telling me who you are?

im still on holiday mood.

aish.

first day of sch is... well i have no lessons on monday lol.

but kinda lame for me since i have VE practice at night anyway.

ben came!!! so long never see him sine he went army

so cant stop poking him hahaa~ but he had to booked in at 8 ):

i think my face was very black during ve. VERY BLACK.

i dont even bother saying anything when i just went back the room myself.

but alright, what linlong say make sense so i shall try to be more tolerating.

sings: mao ze dong is out of breath~~~

and i cracked linlong up.

anyway, today lesson was soso.

at least ah chard is funny during lessons.

haiz. but pdd seems to be weighing alot down on me already. T-T.

and forensic only 6 ppl taking luh.

but i gave up my thoughts of being a nutritionist haha~

i will never be like oh yeon yi and meet a cha bong goon of my own anyway.

lunched with joyce and ben at ichiban sushi.

andand omg i heard jae singing and i shouted OMG.

because the shop was playing colors!

when i heard it the 2nd round i even asked can they turn up the volume xD

Travel Fair Malaysia @ Suntec 16-18 Oct.

work with joyce.

my feet bloody aches like shit. stand from 10am to 10pm.

tough work but have to admit at least it pays.

my commissions more than my basic pay luh O_O

i earned $$386 :D

andand i counted of all the jobs i work this holiday:

worldcard massmailing, worldcard admin, tution mass mailing, F1, travel fair

i've earned about $951.50 in total yay :D

going to save them up in hope to go japan or korea next year whee~

if you mention the word kornsotium, wts or five stars i will smack you.

~more than the air i breathe~

Thursday, October 15, 2009

10:48 PM

i cried.

and am still crying.

because baby was admitted to the hospital.

if i could i would tie you to the hospital bed or even my bed

instead of letting you discharge.

please dont do this to yourself.

please dont do this to me.

~more than the air i breathe~

8:51 PM

yes. i DO like taking pics of myself.

_l_

will be working next 3 days at travel fair for 12 hours each day.

and i just spent $114 on washing aust trip photos :/

never put eyeliner go out liao. eyes look super cui.

wellwellwell. quite alot things happened since last weekend.

maybe we need times like this then would we understand more.

but after some honesty here and there, im glad things have sort of worked out.

had tuition work again with van miao joyce sheng.

sk got training so didnt go this time.

morning while waiting for gang, some fucked up ppl just like to stare in my direction.

js: maybe they see you pretty

me: =_= wtf luh. yah right. *stares back*

miao: really leh. they really keep looking at us.

meh. then msg van. turns out i was right about who those ppl are.

_l_ *gosh this symbol is so addictive. dou shi van de cuo~*

if it wasnt that i have some extent of self control, swear words will fly out nonstop.

not that i control that much anyway.

fucking bitches and bastards.

i think my eyes can roll up till duno how many levels of heaven already

looking at the speed of how SOME PEOPLE work.

and still dare complain say they have done so much already =_=

talk so loud, work so slow.

main incharge walk in. shut up immed.

so good at acting why not go act instead?

i think mediacorp lack of bitchy faces.

me: wtf lor. talk so much, hands so slow.

that guy fold one letter = me fold 5 letters already.

miao: they no brains lah.

btw, if YOU love to gossip so much, i dare you to gossip more out in the open?

instead of diao-ing and whispering?

if only i have heard much clearly because yes, i would gladly take the chance

to stand up for my friend and scold a helluva out of you people.

i hope one day you will get to experience what you gossiped about people.

karma is not something you should mess with.

btw, to that someone who might do blog hopping,

i seriously dont fucking give a damn.

go ahead, gossip all you want.

because its you that is losing out by doing all you have done.

a person's beauty is not determined by their figure or how big their butt is.

and your friends are seriously VERY slow at doing work.

i dont even want to call the guys gay and the girl bimbo.

because at least bimbos have a higher level of physical beauty

and your friends are no even fit to be call gays. spoil reputation only.

_l_

sorry baby i cussed again ):

but need to let off my steam so hope you understand (:

~more than the air i breathe~

12:28 AM

YOYOYO!

ok here's the very belated bday post for

MRS. KIM SING KIAT! (:

have to thank van for introducing you to me. can fangirl dbsk and talk :D

did a very simple video for you. sounds awful but still hope you like it haha~

next time will do a better one!

and thanks for listening to me rants at times and high about yun at random times.

~more than the air i breathe~

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

11:09 PM

yest.

had movie date with ah joyce. watched fame.

somehow after watching the movie made my heart sinked.

reality world. dreams are dreams.

but how long would i go for for my dreams?

long story. shall emo next time.

anyway i think im in love with Asher Book!!! muahaha~

went for manicure!

did purple and white french mani while joyce put fake nails. HOT PINK somemore.

it might be normal but for her, its miracle she get to experience such long nails.

my first time doing mani cause in the past learn piano cannot keep long nails.

dont ask me now why can already.

wont talked about it till im okay about it.

VE practice.
well, some things kinda made me pissed off. made caiyun pissed to.
but what to do?
have to deal with such people. such INFLEXIBLE ppl.
for the first time, i actually felt pity for the current PE pres.
i even stand outside wait for him and ask him dont worry or be bothered.
dont wanna talked about it anymore.
and some people are so fake, so proud, so think they are so great.
i was the only Sop1 present tt day.
which made me even more *roll eyes* at the fact that
Mr.Ong actually asked somebody with name starts with FA to sing sop1.
i shall see how many more chickens and eardrums are going to be killed.
i miss the old days.

camwhoring with fated and nie (:

you wont want to know wad is sheryl attemptin to do =_=

~more than the air i breathe~

10:29 PM

JAECHUN.

once, chun was my hearthrob *other than yunnie of course*

but now, *smiling crazily at jae lol* *gets bricked*

joongie ah joongie~~

of course i love all 5 but yea whooo. current fling woud be jae muahaha~

*gets bricked again, this time by yunnie xP*

sososo, soulmates have been sticking tgt for promos of Colors.

and wonderful news, Colors and TSC dvd has topped the oricon charts (:

double no.1 for dongbang! and here's some jaechun spam.

jae wearing evisu jeans xD kope from yunnie?

~more than the air i breathe~

12:10 PM

last week.

had a day of fangirling session with joycelyn and gladys.

met at j8 first to have lunch at ajisen

then came my house to watch videos.

initially joycelyn wanted to watch 'Heart, Mind and Soul' concert

but seems like it doesnt work well on my dvd player

so ended up watching some other videos that i burned~

kind of stoned in my room for awhile then decide to go novena.

that joyce ah, say want come also end up 4 plus then wake up =_=

anyway had lunch at KFC *omg again?* cause cant decide what to have for dinner.

crap and fangirl laugh over alot topics. fangirl khakis (:

they shocked me by giving me a belated present lols.

thanks girls! i love it alot (:

wed.

actually had a few plans in mind already.

end up the day was pretty much messy and things are totally diff from plans.

so went town awhile wth cousin

cause she suddenly called me and say attachment suddenly ended early so free lol.

shopped in town. finally get to walk in ion.

treated cousin Seolreim icecream. this time tried cookies and cream one.

ah just cant get enough xP. fandom makes you do crazy things.

cousin keep saying i 中毒太深 haha~

went to have dinner with vanny at sushi and she finally bought a piggybank.

thursday.
GOTTEN MY F1 PAY YAY!!!
met up with sheryl fated and got some cock up with our travelling directions lol.
and we both like suagu, 1st time go find bank and cash our cheque immed.
hardwork pays off huh~
went to ion Uniqlo and finally bought the purple hoodie whic caught my eyes
on the day before while shopping with cousin.
hoodies! xD
ate my fave fave icecream at Taka.....HAZELNUT.
i look damn cui tt day luh cause never put any make up then go out.